Update.

so lately i have been really depressed and really de-motivated. i have this constant feeling that i am a failure, and that i am wasting my life. i am also going through another bad block with my art as well. i've realized that i compare my art to other people's work, and because of that i am never satisfied with what i make. while i know these feelings aren't really true, and i know that this block will come to an end in time, i can't really do much to make myself feel better, so i've been left to just hope for better times to come.

and better times should be coming soon. in a few weeks i will be going to an art college, and i will be getting a formal education in art, which i have been wanting for years. so this block i am going though will come to an end soon enough. i also keep holding on the the fact that despite what i feel, i'm made great progress in a lot of areas in my life, so while i might feel worthless, i at least know that i am not.


so i just made this update to say that i probably won't be very active online for a while. i need to work on getting myself in a better place, so i'm taking a sort of brief haitus. i'll still check my skype and art pages, but i won't be posting much or doing much other then faving art and following people.